My way

This is the determination day. Now or not at all. By the good way nor the rude one. I love you.

   I'm ready for every possibility that might be happen. I'm pretty sure I deserve it.

 Too many time wasted to thinking this decision.

I'm excited to be apart, I'm glad I can be so strong this far, I'm happy to see you free, I'm hurted.

   Well, well, well, I'm so proud to myself, no matter what happened before, I'm so thankful and grateful for Allah's gift, for you.

I'm overwhelmed imagine how we can act normally next meeting, it might be so hard right? but I must understand, keep patient, and take lessons from every incident. Ohh God's loved me.

Someday

Hey you dear, someone who light up my life like the brightest lamp in the world tsaaaaaah
     Some plans had broken again, I'm extremly tired and sick of this holy shit. But, somehow I know we're gonna be fine.

Things I regret, my mood. I'm a moody girl. My bad or good mood turn so fast and make me fuckin' stress.
     I'm so glad you're here. I think this is the God's way to taught me to be better, to control my mood, be a patient girl, make me mature, and grateful for everything I have.

Well, I'm teenager, my life's too perfect if I spend it just for cry and sad and down and blahblahblah. I'm gonna throw my sorrow away, I'm gonna leave nothing to be remembered, I'm gonna be in love with you and my life begin again, again, and again.